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July 31 / 20

Today for dinner I made veggie pancakes! I love this shit, they're super fluffy and savoury and uhh healthy I think?? xD

Yesterday my husband and I went out to go get cat food and some other necessities. It's a bit worrying these days because more people are out now that more stores and the parks are open again. The driver of the bus we got on was telling people he's sick and that they absolutely need to have a mask to even get on the bus. After getting off we totally doused ourselves in hand sanitizer lol.

For some reason we cannot find cat litter anywhere??? Like I dunno who's buying it all, or if the stores aren't re-stocking properly. Last week apparently there was 4 packed shelves of it in one store, and now there's absolutely none anywhere xD. The cats are starting to get used to just going outside, so i guess it's okay.

I finally got an email from my dad yesterday. Haven't heard from him in almost two months haha. You know, if I had a kid who was in another country during a pandemic, I'd be emailing them every week making sure they're okay. I'm starting to realize my parents probably don't really care about me that much ╮(︶▽︶)╭ I'm old enough now, I think it is time to move on with my life and focus on the important things.

July 29 / 20

I can't believe August is almost here. I haven't touched this place in a while lol. Been super busy trying to catch up on this huge back log of art I've had for a long time now. My life these days is literally wake up, make coffee, tidy up and then proceed to draw for 10+ hours xD.

That said, I am really grateful to have so much art to draw. Everyone's ocs and stuff has been very lovely so far.

Yesterday I opened up ko-fi commissions! I only put 5 slots cause I didn't think anyone would really care but they all sold out haha. Spent the day working on those.

Anywaaay I have a lot more art to do but I also need to maintain my sanity and health. Maybe one of these days I'll fiddle with this website again lol.

My husband says he misses me these days while I'm working a lot. Now I'm starting to feel a bit sad and guilty for drawing so much.... I don't wanna neglect other aspects of my life. It's a good time to reflect and try to find balance in our lives.

I hope whoever reads this has a good day and stays safe and healthy during these crazy times.

June 09 / 20

I think I'm getting sick again lol. Yesterday was pretty brutal, I thought I got food poisoning from the night before or something, but I still feel bad today? My whole body hurts more than usual, my head is spinny, really nauseous, though I don't think I have a fever. dunno where my thermometer is rn so I can't check xD. I kind of just slept all day yesterday, maybe I should do that again today haha.

Also I've been working on another side website lately! It's for stuff that doesn't really suit my art site here.

Other than that, just trying to catch up on all these patreon drawings ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

May 25 / 20

Yesterday we went to the store to get some vegetables and bread and because of the quarantine only one person per family or group is allowed to go in the store. My husband asked if I wanted to go in since he wasn't sure what I wanted to get, and I was like yeah. I went in and got the stuff and lined up to pay. And then the lady at the till kinda yelled at me cause she was asking how many breads were in my bag and I thought she was asking how many bags I wanted and I said the wrong number xD. I almost told her I don't speak spanish and wanted to apologize but I kinda started panicking and could barely talk. Anyway it was okay in the end but I cried the whole way home and had a panic attack lmao. u_u;;;

Well I beat myself up a lot for not knowing more spanish that I can't even have a basic conversation... but I know learning a language on your own can be pretty challenging. It was really motivating to learn more though. My husband told me to just start talking as much spanish as I can to him so i can practice.

Though next time if I go to the store I'm just gonna stick with things that have a bar code haha...

May 23 / 20

oh yeah do you guys wanna see our baby cats we're looking after xD well here's 3 photos because the other one is pretty elusive and I need to take a better photo of him. He's black so kinda hard to show up on camera sometimes >w>;;

May 23 / 20

I guess if I were to write a blog entry here I would just say I spent the morning trying to cook chickpea tofu and then figuring out something to do with the leftover fibres lol.... and it turns out you can make veggie burgers from that shit so ye that's what I'm gonna do.

Here's the recipe I used!!

And then the afternoon was spent working on this website :D And I've still gotta work on artwork for people. Not sure how im gonna catch up actually ~_~ but uhh... i will get there haha ;;; also my husband is studying programming for unity cause he wants to make a game so that's pr cool ayy

May 23 / 20

dick it

Okay do y'all ever watch Chinese cooking videos cause let me tell you the subtitles are priceless

May 23 / 20

I'm just testing here lol.